I took our love to heaven

She cried silently holding me. "A month without you is hell and impossible. I can't let you go" she said. Her fingers filled the gap between mine and rested her head in my shoulder. It was a family trip plan and i couldn't regret. Her eyes shed little drops of tear. I wished that pearl drop should bear by shell, her cute dimple, which was hiding with the absence of her smile. I looked into her eyes. "Babe, never cry. Even i cant live without gaping at your twinkling eyes and rosy lips and more than that i can't see you cry. The tear drop pierce my heart." Hearing this from me, i saw her eyes get wet again. It melted my heart and soul. I grabbed and hugged her tightly like it was the last time i could do. I laid an passionate kiss and said "I love you". She gifted my favorite smile and said, " I love you to the core " and departed.
     There was happiness around me but i have seen the world with her eyes which made me alone. Though our regular misses and kisses filled up the inbox, I could not stop thinking about her, the nights turned so miserable. With the passing of ten days, it became jerk without network. I badly wanted to see her and i would die a million times for her touch. Late that night, without the knowledge of anyone i started my return travel. It was only an hour before the reach, my texts delivered to her. I left a message about my return so that i could meet my angel as soon as i land. I would run into her arms and cry for leaving her alone. As soon as i reached the central, my eyes searched for her and wanted to take her deep inside my heart. I needed her so badly and waiting for her killed me slowly. She avoided my calls and texts and i grew more tensed. I took my bike from stand and started to her home. I got receiving calls from my cousins and mum but i ignored them. I wished for each call that would be her but she did not. I felt sick in my stomach.  But before a short reachable distance,  she called me. "Hey sweety, i am back. Where are you and why you don't receive my calls? I missed you so mush..." There was silence. "Em really sorry about that. I promise you to never leave you alone. Please talk to me". After a long silence she said, "Am afraid that i can't stay with you forever. You left me alone and i found someone who loves me more than anyone and who took care of me in your absence. Everyone has their life with love and i think now he is my love and life and i don't want you to disturb me anymore. Bye" she ended the call. I couldn't believe what she said. How could she utter such words?The ground below me shattered and the heart within me scattered. I stood dumbstruck. She filled my heart and took my breathe completely but i would live the rest of my life under her breathe. I started to run like a mad man. Why she came to me and what she found in him to leave me? I closed my eyes but she was a drenching moon in my heart. Slowly her face started fading and i felt collapsed. Though i fell off, even am broken completely, with her memories, i would come up again.
     By next hour, i knocked her door. She opened the door. She looked like angel and I would've bought the whole world under her feet but now she found someone to do for her. I saw her getting nervous as i took two steps forward. Nothing worst more than this would happen. I looked into her deeply and said, "Your happiness is my happiness. The heart that is forgetting you its not a good heart for me. Just take care and i will take our love to heaven. One more time, even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more, i will laugh for only you, i will cry for only you. Love you " My vision got blurred and i saw the blood rushing through the wrist of my hand. I left my body in her feet and took our love with my soul to heaven.